Sandra I.
26 Years Old
I grew up as a Catholic. Growing up, religious discussions always intimidated me because I felt I had no side to stand on and, if I found one, it was weak. When I met my husband, Rolando, in 2007, he introduced me to the Holy Bible and I loved the Word of God at first sight. The following year, my life seemed to hit rock bottom. I was dealing with a past divorce, car repossession, and postpartum depression. Also, my husband was being stationed in South Korea for 2 years. During that time, I felt that God had given me a second chance. I had the chance to build myself up with God as my foundation. I continued to read and study the Bible - constantly finding clarity and strength in it. In my heart, I was ready to convert to Christianity and accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, but I was afraid. The FEAR of telling my family about my decision and facing their rejection took control of me for about two years.
At 1:43 in the morning on July 27, 2011, God spoke to my heart and I was awakened with so much joy and happiness. I experienced an indescribably beautiful feeling throughout my whole body. I had accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, and all my doubts and fears had vanished. I got up, grabbed my Bible, pen and paper, and I began to study. Various verses from the Bible seemed to pop off the paper to me. Then, I started writing. As I cried about God saving me, I wrote straight from my heart. I asked the Lord for forgiveness of my doubts.
I feared not being prepared and educated enough to stand for what the Lord had made clear to me. To me, to become a Christian seemed as if I were betraying my family. I know the Lord will be my Shield when I am rejected by my family. I shall stand strong for what the Lord has made clear. I shall speak the Word of God to those around me, and I will be the Lord's servant. I will be an example for my fellow man. Our Lord Jesus Christ touched me and, I have quit drinking any and all alcohol beverages. I believe I am to help guide my daughter to our Lord Jesus Christ. I will help her convert to Christianity with a clear understanding by sharing the blessings God provided during the hardest times in my life. I am dedicated to Bible study as a Christian. There will be no more confusion or controversy about God. AMEN. All in all, my love for Christ is the only love that matters, and I don't fear what other people can do, but I do fear God. Amen.
I was saved on Thursday and, the following Sunday, I attended Edgewood for the first time. I felt like the sermon was directed at me because it was all about FEAR. I cried and, as I cried, I could feel all the weight of fear and doubts fall away and a tingly, wonderful feeling rushed through me. It was as if the Heavens above were pulling me forward down the aisle. I have been saved! Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ. AMEN.